fears

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I fear never getting better and being miserable and depressed for my entire life.

I fear getting better and realizing I am just a big loser.

I fear getting arrested for some terrible crime I didn't commit and being thrown in prison and being gang raped daily for the rest of my life.

I fear suddenly forgetting everything I know about my job and being exposed as an idiot and fired on the spot.

I fear people at work discovering that I am crazy; that I attempted suicide multiple times when I was younger and was committed to the state hospital.

I fear people at work discovering my asexuality and belittling me everyday until I finally kill my useless self. They will then make jokes about that and laugh about me for years to come.

I fear going out at night and being ripped apart limb by limb by wild animals.

I fear my spousal unit's health will continue to decline to the point where I can no longer take care of her.

I fear waking up covered in crickets eating me.

I fear having a mental breakdown and becoming homeless.

I fear humans.

I fear that there was a purpose to my life and something I should have done years ago to achieve it, and I completely missed it.